| | Mi madre dearest teaches me the darndest life lessons in a grand way.
For
instance, she reminds me today (after an intense prior conversation)
not to live through the manipulation of emotions or by dependency on
sympathy from others. She is so on point. I do not struggle more than
others. We all struggle. I have so much to be thankful for. It seems
weird now how I was willing to love a stranger but not my own mother. I
was too afraid she might hate who I was inside. I thought I had to be
who she wanted me to be in order for her to accept me.
It might be true
in other circumstances. But I have been blessed.
Also,
Tawny says she loves Jesus. So does Ammiel. I think I should as well.
Because I trust them. And also because I should take a gamble on those
who do any and everything for me to be happy.
I mean love is a gamble.
But one that requires me to go all in. |
| | Posted 3/12/2008 7:55 PM - 50 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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